Showing posts with label courage. Show all posts
Showing posts with label courage. Show all posts

Sunday, March 11, 2012

He's calling you to do the "Boot Scootin' Boogie"


In a house full of student teachers, we don’t get out much.  But in celebration of a roommate’s birthday, we took it upon ourselves to embrace the true culture of Oregon: line dancing.  I love to dance, however, I wouldn’t consider myself gifted in the area.  But seeing as I always have a good time playing “Just Dance” on the Wii, and I’m always looking for new ways to get in a workout, I figured the night should be fun, or at the very least, eventful.    

When we arrived at the Silver Spur, the scene I saw as I walked in the door was not at all what I expected.  Yes, there were people dancing; yes, they were wearing cowboy boots; yes, there was country music; yes, there were even a few cowboy hats.  But the looks on the faces of the people dancing was not at all what my imagination had conjured up on our long (roundabout) way to our Friday night hangout.  And trust me, I had time to create a pretty vivid image in my mind, as we were lost for a good ten extra minutes.  Their faces were lifeless.  They weren’t smiling, singing, or appearing to have a good time in any way.  This is not what the movies show line dancing to be like; the people in the movies are always smiling and having a ball.

Not having a clue how to do the “shuffle step,” the “chasse,” the “hoedown throw down,” or the “wild wild west boogie,” we decided it best to sit out the first few dances in an attempt try to gain some sort of knowledge on this supposedly festive, but seemingly lifeless, form of dance.

After getting up the courage to brave the dance floor, our group of 8 decided to join in.  We weren’t exactly naturals… our performance during the first few dances was actually rather pitiful.  I stepped on a few toes, ran into a few “regulars,” and laughed my way through “Redneck Girl,” “Watermelon Crawl,” and “Boot Scootin’ Boogie.”  I watched the feet of the regulars, and man with striking similarities to Alan Jackson called out the moves for our hopeless group of “city folk.” 

Maybe our dancing was inhibiting the “groove” these naturals had established before our chaotic arrival, but I saw a change in their lifeless faces.  People were smiling (disregard the fact they were probably laughing at us).  People seemed to be having fun.  Maybe they liked the challenge of having to dance around a bunch of obstacles.  Maybe they liked seeing new faces.  Maybe they just really liked the way I was singing “Boot Scootin’ Boogie.”  But there was finally joy on the dance floor. 

Sometimes God brings us into situations where we feel like we have a metaphorical pair of two left feet.  It can be intimidating.  You might end up feeling like you have nothing of value or skill to offer.  And you may feel like you’d prefer to sit outside the dance floor.  I don’t mean to make light of the importance of God’s call with my reference to line dancing; following His will can be a scary and intimidating thing.  But it is an important truth to remember that God uses us in our weaknesses to be lights and servants to the world around us. 

“And He has said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.’  Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me.”  -2 Corinthians 12:9

Prepare to be surprised in how God uses your weaknesses (possibly even more than your strengths) in your service.  Maybe your role in service will end up looking a lot different than you imagined, but trust that God has the power to use you in the way He calls you… even if He’s calling you to do the “Boot Scootin’ Boogie.” 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

As I had my hand submerged in the toilet...


Since moving into my house, I have done some things I don’t generally do.  Or at least things I don’t generally do successfully.  Some of these activities include:

Hooking up my television to the cable.  When my efforts on this endeavor proved to be successful, I could barely believe it.  How in the world did I manage to make this work?!  These are the things I usually have Dad or some other more “technologically equipped” person do.  Last time I tried to do something like this (which was hooking my computer up to my printer), it took about 4 months to get the thing working… and I didn’t even do it, I ended up having a friend fix what I had done.

Fixing the toilet when it broke.  Yes, I have been here for just over three days, and the toilet is already acting up.  These are the things I generally have the big sis or the invincible Mom do.  First of all, it’s gross.  Secondly, if you read the previous paragraph, you know there’s a good chance I’ll mess up something like this more than it already is.  BUT, I pulled off the lid to the top compartment, saw the chain being all unattached, and knew I had to take matters into my own hands.  I reached into the not-quite-clean-looking water, and successfully fixed the toilet, which is now flushing again.

Being especially homemaker-ish.  In these past three days, I have cooked and baked copious amounts of food, because of said cooking- have done lots of dishes, done the laundry, sanitized the kitchen, moved in my stuff and organized it all. These are the things I do on occasion, but not on the high frequency schedule like the past few days. 

As I had my hand submerged in the toilet tonight, I realized that God has equipped me with the skills and “courage” (hey, for me, sticking my hand in the toilet requires courage) I need to be living on my own.  I love how God provides even the smallest needs.

And then I was reminded of this past summer.  I was invited to co-lead a mission trip to Costa Rica.  Now if you know me, you know this is outside of my comfort zone.  I had only been camping once before (and not all that successfully), I had never been on a mission trip longer than about a week, and I tend to be a “homebody.”   But I said “yes” and had the most amazing summer of my life.   And God was faithful to equip me this summer. 

I could not imagine spending my summer any other way than in Costa Rica.  I learned so much about myself, about my God, and about life in general.  “Comfort” to me before this trip was having 13 kinds of yogurt to choose from in the fridge, a bathroom all to myself with 6 different kinds of perfume, a car at my fingertips at all times, and a comfy mattress with University of Washington sheets.  There were times during this summer that I missed these items, but I was never in need.  I had plenty of food, bathrooms that served the needs I had, shoes to walk in or buses to ride, and a cot and sleeping bag to rest in. 

When God leads me to any situation, good or bad, He always equips me.  Even when I think there’s no possible way I can get through it, I do.

Wherever it is that you go, God will go with you and provide you with all you need.  “Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”  (Deuteronomy 31:6)

So wherever God is calling you or leading, fear not.  He is there with you and will never forsake you, even if you’re fixing a toilet.